I'm here. I'm alive, but I sheepishly must admit that I am barely surviving these days on so many levels. The tank is just empty. Welcome to my pitty party. I'll get over it. I'll be honest with you about 3 things:
1) I don't think I have been myself since before Audrey was born. In fact I don't recognize myself anymore.
2) I feel as though I am being attacked on quite a few levels. I don't know what it is or what lesson I'm supposed to learn but I just don't know how much more I can take.
3) I resolve to never resolve to do anything again...like make a new years resolution about just going with the flow of things and not 'complaining about the weather,cause I can't fix it'. Because if I do I will be TESTED the entire year....or at least for the first half and then after a while start to curl up in a ball in the corner of my room.
On a more pleasant (because I really don't want to talk about it note...) I DO have some great pictures. Here let me check my computer so see if I've taken any off my computer. let's see...be back in a sec..
O.K yes here are a couple for your viewing pleasure.
My garden. Used fence, left of Hydro one wood chips, and seeds planted!! REAL SEEDS!!
My friend Anita came over and rescued me. I love my friends. I really really do. Not because they go out of their way to help me, but because they really do know me and what I need. I seriously am blessed with good friends.
OH, and great kids as well. see the sign at the gate? it was made by Lara with her hammer,nails and wood that she received for her birthday...
104...Now 103 Meat chickens. This is day one. I think we are on week 2?
The kids playing wedding in the upstairs hallway. This is the ring bearer, can't you tell? I just LOVE the tie.