I spent the day yesterday at the hospital for my ultrasound and to have a consult with the resident on induction. I was there for HOURS but she kept getting called in to surgery so I just left. They told me to call this morning to find out if they will be able to induce me this morning, this afternoon, or on Monday. Today I am on the induction list but I'm not a priority as I am not 'sick'. Monday however I will be number one as I will be officially 14 days over due and this baby will need to make an entrance.
I have to sheepishly admit that yesterday was the FIRST day that I actually became very VERY grumpy. I was just fed up with all the waiting and started freaking out that we take possession of our house on Tuesday. My mind can't take preparing myself to go into labor every night and waking up with....a belly.
I got some good rest last night however and feel more scared today than anything. As much as I'm ready to see my little butter ball, I am sooooo scared to be induced. I don't like things 'unatural' and I don't want to mess up with God's plan for this baby just because I think it would be better if he were born today.
The other part of me is wondering WHY HE IS NOT HERE YET!!!!! and that makes me nervous as well. I keep praying that he is fine and dandy in there and try not to let my mind wander.....Seriously Peyton...come out on your own!!!
O.K I am not going to write about it anymore because I'm too nervous. I have to make the phone call to the hospital in 20 minutes so I'll try to think of something else to write about.
......nope...can't think of anything else. I'll update later and surf the net for a bit while I drink my morning tea.