Baby fever that is if you can believe it!!! Here I sit 31 weeks pregnant and I have the itch to have at least four kids! Is it the sunny day? The fact that I held a beautiful snuggly 9 week old baby today? Who knows but I have to laugh at myself.
As much as I want to get back into my running and work towards my marathon, I can actually see myself having another baby!! I must be ill.....maybe I ate something bad. :) But I want sooooo badly to have a house full of children running, playing, laughing and loving each other. Is that so bad? Today I think it is just heavenly.
I think it is all the homeschooling websites I just finished parousing through. I normally don't just sit here and surf the net but the kids are sleeping and all my chores are done. I found myself on a homeschooling blog site and I got completely caught up in the idea that I really can continue to homeschool my children! Thousands of other people do it so why can't I? So far it has gone so well for my kindergardener, and I will be sad to no longer be the one teaching her.
I know I know....I will get to that road when it comes. We are seriously taking one year at a time, and since I am not putting her in school next year I don't have to make that decision untill Sept 2008.
Hmmmm......can I accomplish both? Be both an accomplished weekend runner and a good 'Anne of Green Gables' type of mother? I suppose we will have to wait and see and take one day as it comes.
All I know is today I can do it all even if it is wishful thinking :)
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